Oh Xanga--

This is the part where I leave
I am making this whole thing private
As I do not feel like making 2 years of posts private, I will leave those up
However, from now on the entries on this xanga site will only be read by me
For you kids who think you have the system beat and will hack me-- i'm changing my password
The reason?

I was thinking about the phenomonial time I spend on this machine.  It isn't normal and it isn't healthy.
As I leave you with this parting post I promise that everything will be fine.  No matter what if wrong- if you have faith in God it will be fine.  I promise.

I would also like to say that I am not doing this out of bitterness of any type.  The internet shouldn't be my focus.  I am missing out on so much because I keep myself locked up in my room.  Where's the fun in that?

It's been a nice run-
I will be here, you just won't be able to see me
Thanks for the memories

<3
---Playswithfire08x

a final remark
i have hated my username
probably since day 3

the bell that tolls rings loud enough that it should have woke us up
i'm trying to find truth in words, and rhymes, and notes, and all the things i wish i wrote
cause i feel like i've been losing you
<33333

hey everyone.
shut up

possible p2p fearfestness
gosh i hope
i miss all of those kids so much
i hope my parents let me go

yay stupid survey

1. What time is it? 9:32
2. Name: Kate
3. Nickname(if any): Kate
4. If you were a skittle: I would have an S on me
5. Single or taken?: Sizzingle
6. zodiac: leo
7. Hair color: blonde/brown
8. Eye color: blue
9. Height: 5'2
10. Favorite Color: green!
11. Glasses, contacts or neither: neither
12. Braces?: always and forever
13. Piercing/tattoos?: my ears are done twice
14. Birthplace: virginia
15. Are you a virgin? yes
16. Siblings names: linda
******HAVE YOU EVER******

17. Cut your own hair?: this once, in 6th grade, i trimmed my bangs with cuticle scissors- didnt work
21. Skipped school?: yes, but i had my mom call me in, i did it right.  and it's not like i left the house, haha
22. Bungee jumped: nope
23. Went to a concert?: yes
24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you? no
25. Kiss more than two people in one day: no
26. Stared at the stars for hours?: no, i dont stare at stars often- i get this creepy gut feeling when i lie on my back and look at the sky, i just dont like it.  it's so infinite that it's almost scary
27. TP'd someone's house?: no
28. Won something?: i've gotten awards and stuff, but never "HEY YOU'RE THE 963TH CALLER!" thing
29. Asked someone out?: no
30. Been rejected? my kitty ditches me a lot
31. Been to a funeral?: yes
32. Used a lighter?: yes i love lighters
33. Been on stage?: yes, and i miss it
******FAVORITE*****

35. Food: anything i can make myself
36. Ice cream flavor: chocolate therapy and cherry garcia<33
38. School subject(s): history
39. Breakfast cereal: frosted flakes with raisins
40. Number(s): 51958725864109462462157844
41. Book(s): last book i loved was A Cure for Gravity I am really digging the one i'm reading now
42. Movie(s): An Affair to Remember, the great dictator, and good will hunting- they never get old
45. State: Ummm- New South Wales!
46. Place: Australia<333333
47. Sport to watch on TV: Aussie rules football- when i can find it
48. Sport to play: I am a spectator
49. Bands/musicians: lately, hanson, joe jackson, the format, grinspoon, and cheap trick
50. Letter(s): love letters (aw)
51. Fast food restaurant: the only fast food i really eat is mickey d's, and i dont eat it all that often
52. Cartoon Character: T-rex (www.qwantz.com)
53. Holiday: Christmas, i love the atmosphere.  The cheer is amazing.  I love the giving spirit that eveyone is in.  My family feels more normal.  Besides, my mom doesnt work on christmas
54. Name for a son: Isaac
55. Name for a daughter: Raegan
******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
58. Long relationships or one night stands?: long relationships
59. Dogs or cats? cats
60. Scary movies or comedies?: sappy ones
61. Silver or gold?: silver- i think it has more class
62 Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons
******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******

64.Mexicans: megan greber, hahaha
65. School: solari
66. Grass: something to play in
67. Cow: pillow
68. Canada: cold
69. Mouse: tom and jerry
70. Hands: piano
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie? no
72. Talked on the phone?: yes
73. Cried?: no, i have been strangely at peace with myself lately
74. Threw up?: no, and for the record, it is THROWN up
75. Drank a glass of water?: no
76. Talked to the opposite sex?: yes
77. Read a book or magazine?: yes
78. Watched TV?: no
79. Looked in the mirror?: yes
80. Taken a shower?: yes
81. Taken a picture?: yes
82. Listened to music?: yes
83. Kissed someone?: no
84. Done your Home Work? yes
85. Told someone you loved them? my parents and grandpa
***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....******

86. Heaven?: for definite
88. Aliens?: yes
89. Fun for the entire family?: yes
90. Freedom of speech?: yes
91. Love?: yes
92. Magic?: only if it's in a young girl's heart<3333 
*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******

93. Last movie you saw in theatres?: i cant even remember- it's been that long (i only go to the movies with my mom, because we have very similar movie tastes, and she is always working)
94. Are you listening to music right now?: yes "Better off alone" by grinspoon
95. What clothes are you wearing right now? bsh sweats, cheap trick t-shirt, motion city jacket
96. Do you like your middle name?: yeah, my name has a certain flow, but i do wish i could have picked it
97. What is the best thing since sliced bread?: books
98. What color is your backpack?: blue
99. Who is Mike Jones?: me?

so the stairs that you could climb
are the ones you left behind
and your eyes light up whe nwe talk about the past
God  i miss those songs we used to sing
Talking likw getting away would be the greatest thing
Me, I got out, and you, you kept singing to me
Like that's really gunna set this free

So give it, throw your hats in the air
and change just as they land
youre saying "we'll get out of here"
But something tells me your'e too scared to go
Like a ghost youve been haunting
all these dusty old roads and old homes
the ones we swore we'd never go